I don't see myself as a cancer patient. I know I can say that I am, but
I don't see it that way. I can feel the pain, nausea & exhaustion,
but I don't feel like it has been as life threatening as it really has
been. I can see the toll that my cancer is taking on those around
me...the worry & fear, but I don't worry so much about it.
I can tell you that I am sick of Cancer being such a huge part of my life. I don't mind talking about it or sharing my experiences.
When my husband died so tragically, for the first year after, I felt like his death was my life. There was so much to deal with and so many people missed him. I had to learn to live life without him.
Now, I have to learn to live life differently once again. I have to learn to calm the heck down and to take care not to allow so much stress into my life. I am sorry that this is a recurring theme in my blog, but it has to be my new normal or I will be back in a mess with this cancer, again.
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