Wow! If you thought it was tough getting your head wrapped around the fact that you have a terminal cancer...it is tougher to get your head to stop thinking about a recurrence. I stay really busy and I try to ignore those thoughts, but every time something hurts or does not feel right I think it is back.
I am concerned that if I think about it too much I am going to see it come to fruition. You know...Self-fulfilling prophecy and all that junk. I believe that you put your troubles in God's hands and you move on. This is a tough one to do that with.
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