I have been thinking a lot about my last post. I stated that I am not grieving, but after much thought I think that I am grieving the loss of my future life. Primarily, this is about my daughter. As I get things in order I think about my daughter going through the steps to follow my directions.
With me, 75% of my battle is figuring out what is going on. Once I figure it out I know how to pray and how to put myself in a position to manage the thoughts and feelings.
My biggest concern is how all of this is affecting my daughter.
This may call for a little bit of counseling to get over this hump.
::::HUGS:::::
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