I have another chemo session this week. I pray that the blood tests show that the chemo is still working. I am not sure how it can be working as my struggles are increasing. The day after chemo I will get that terrible Neulasta shot in the belly. This shot is a growth factor to help my bones create more blood cells. I need more white blood cells. This shot is so terrible because it makes my bones ache like you would not believe.
A few weeks after this chemo I will go through extensive testing to determine if I should continue chemo, change chemo and/or go into surgery for "debulking". I am a bit anxious about this testing, because it makes me so sick.
I will hold my head up and pray. God will give me what I need to get through this. I will prop myself up in the wheelchair, I will strap my oxygen in and I will travel and enjoy every second with my daughter who is taking me to all of these appointments. She really brings a lot of silly to these situations. We are usually seen laughing as she pushes me through the airport on our way to my next treatments. I am surprised that we have not been locked up by the TSA.
She is so much fun and helps me forget how sick I really am.
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