1.) I find it more difficult to get my head in the game. It is a great struggle staying positive. I think that is because this time, I am in pain. It is harder to stay positive when you are hurting.
In spite of this unexpected turn in my emotional awareness, I still remain positive. It comes in waves more than a constant "I got this" attitude. I am willing to work for it more, if that is what I need to do.
2.) I find it more challenging to choose the right path. The first time, I just followed doctors orders with implementing some minor alternatives along the way. This time, I have so many options. Has my cancer advanced so much that I don't have time to utilize trials? Shall I take the more traveled path of chemo, again?
In business school we learned that there is a balance between risk and reward.
"There are risks and costs to action. But they are far less than the long range risks of comfortable inaction." - John F. Kennedy
I think that I have my answer.
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