The first time I told everyone I had cancer they wept, they hugged me, they prayed for me...I expected it. I knew that most would take it harder than I did.
With the announcement of the return of the cancer, behavior toward me has changed. It is not a bad change. Actually, it is just that it is worth mentioning if I am going to have a comprehensive blog about my journey with cancer.
The difference is that many people want to spend time with me. Maybe, they need just one more dose of my insanity before I die. Possibly, they want to glean one more small piece of wisdom from me. Perhaps, it is a chance to finally tell me exactly what they think of me. Could it be that they want to gaze upon my beauty one more time. Lol! At least I don't suffer from low self-esteem.
Either way, it is a lot of fun! Everyone blesses me in a wonderful and different way!
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