Those of us that have lost someone very close to us will always wonder if they are o.k., where they are or if they know what we are going through.
I lost my precious husband 3 years ago. I would like to believe that he would communicate with me if he could...maybe to just let me know that he knows I am fighting cancer.
Maybe this is just a coincident (but is worth sharing):
My last chemo was on the 3 year anniversary of his death.
My surgery is, now, scheduled on our 13th wedding anniversary.
I do believe that if he were alive and helping me, that I would not dig down so deep and pull out all of my strength. I would probably lean on him and not as much on God. I would not ask others so much for help. I would not KNOW that I can do this.
I want to be just like you when I grow up . . . wait, I am grown up AND I am older than you. Huh, I guess I will just have to try to be more like you for the remainder of my days. I love you, Cheryl. I love your crazy mind, huge heart and kind soul. I am with you every step of the way. Love and Prayers!
ReplyDeleteAunt Alice passed on the good news!! Praise God!! Will continue praying as you recover. Love you Tommy and Barbara
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